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The Day When I'm Not a Student Anymore

Want to make this blog short and memorable cz this is the day when i finish my 6 years worth of medical study here in Volgograd State Medical University. 

Ben :' Такая жизнь вольше не бывает' ( this life doesn't happen..literally translated)

That was quite touching and big...*suddenly become emo..*

So, to give ourselves a little treat, we had lunch at Nero..

Ben a.k.a peanut with panini..was over the phone talking about serious matter...like a doctor d..wtf

captured from the tram i took back "home"

I think this doesn't happen all the time after the rain..do you??

-The (official) end of a student life-

God's creation

"scalpel please.."

"forceps.."

"towels...more towels.."

"could you feel the engaging part?the fontanelle?"      

"yes i can..."

"could you hold the retractor for me?."

(you could hear the above conversation when a mother is about to deliver her newborn in OT..)OT= operative theatre.

when the surgeon made a semilunar incision on the lower part of the uterus..she ruptured the amniotic sac and the amniotic fluid gushed out.. in another second, the newborn was right before my eyes..disengaging the newborn was fast ...the little one is ready to see the world ... 

pre-op scrubs 

Disengaging the head 

Suction

The umbilical cord was cut in between 2 kocher clamps and the newborn was draped and brought to the neonatologist. Now came the longest and strenous part of the surgery. The delivary of the placenta and the thorough examination of the uterus were not pleasant..well..i wouldnt go into details here..hee..

Finally the surgery ended with the suturing of the uterus, aponeurosis, muscles and skin..layer by layer..

Even though i was just assisting in clearing the operative field..it wasn't easy.I had to put 101% attention and give prompt aid when the surgeon signaled me.

Gotta make a quick end of my entry today....gotta prep for finals....sigh   =(

I would like to thank Keerthu in shooting me through out the surgery.Of course with permission from our professor. 

45days left!!

There are loads of things coming to my head recently and i want to rant  in one shot..

Realised that i just left merely 1.5months til my finals and 53days left to wave good-bye to Russia...*takes out napkin wipes off crocodile tears*..I'm more than happy to leave this place..*jumps in joy..jumps on trampoline*

I installed a deadline application into my I to remind me the datelines of the finals and my departure back home..neusosis isn't it?? and i pretty love the colors of the icons indicating the dates they are due.And they are sorted from overdue(red) to the future ones (green/blue)..

 

The whole weekend i stuck my eyes onto the monitor catching up MDG which i've missed.As my creative juices were gushing..i realised 2 things...

1. The blogging contest (which i'd mentioned about it in my previous entry) is closed..

2. My fav contestant Ming, was eliminated...='(     WHYYYYY??..........she's talented with her voice, with her fashion sense, her IT skills...she 's worth than leaving MDG i suppose..but afterall..this is a modeling contest..i shall end my case here..

Sigh....

just in case you guys want to witness the Grand finale, join them at The Curve on 15th May 09, at 7pm.

Then,I came across this contest by Corntoz, the freedom of expression by making your own TV commercial. The top prize is RM8,000 in cash!!!!! I'm sooo into contest, contest and contest recently.....wtf,,as if i could win and get free cash like that.....

Only to realise that I'm not eligible to join the contest because how could i make a video without the product????!!!!wtf

I think i shall be in hiatus til my exam is over..less blogging..(in doubt)

photofrenzy

My mate was pretty contented with the wow factor from iphone.

My narcissism was overflowing..

I had plastic surgery!

A.g.i.n.g. is morbid, women apply anti-aging/ wrinkle cream, eye balm, night locked-in serum, and hundreds of money spent on the products just to keep themselves as young, vibrant as possible, just to prolong the aging process, and myself included....

I've come across many advertisement from the magazine about cosmetic surgery. So, i've finance my procedure for as low as one could possibly believe and consulted the surgeon what i need..he recommended me rhinoplasty, eyebrow lift, cheek enhancement..too much too much!!! so, i've decided to let him do what ever he please..

Before the surgery:
1.Wrinkled/puffy eyes
2.dusky skin
3. chubby/edematous cheek
4.thinned dusky lips

very fugly...not presentable..so i pixelated the picture.

After a 3hour surgery:
1. VIBRANT skin
2. good bye puffy eyes
3. Luscious lips
4. contoured jaw



If you are interested....you can seek for my advise or consult the surgeon himself Here.
=)

I want them

I need a luxury for my eyes,something that can mask the rays and trendy enough to block my face even without make up on..

Bape has come out with this design,the pairs which one would wear when you get your eye test..

becoming Sherlock Holmes with ear-flapped cap..


Jam into parties and nightclubs with grilled retro and dance to the beats by Kanye West..



timeless aviator..



or perhaps Gaga like her with over-sized tint.

Did you know?

Growing is about learning.We are living in an exponential century,so rapid that one wound't know much new information is coming out.People a

re trying to solve new problems that don't even exist yet..

Some of the skills we have learnt during childhood weren't taken seriously bcz they might not related nor beneficial to your work..But many pick up valuable skills from random hobbies which are contributional to their working environment..

Parents used to push me to tuitions on arts, piano, swimming, calligraphy, etc..sadly none of them has brought me any advantages now....and i wish they wil be handy at times

Used to do stage performance...and would love to

 watch some nice one during weekends...

.. write the Chinese rhythmic couplet during CNY..

learned sketch for 2 years..and didn't know the greatness and reputation of Michelangelo and Leornado Da Vinci til i visited Rome and Paris..

..used to dream to be a professional player...til i was smacked staight on my supraorbital by pap's stroke...*ouch*

Practise Yoga when i feel like doing it..

...and was in the Wushu for a year...*LOL*

But i can do only this...T___T

sometimes i need to learn them seriously..

Malaysian Dream Girl 2009

MalaysianI'm not a fan of Malaysian reality show, but this Season 2 Malaysiandreamgirl had caught my attention when nuffnang posted about it.. i can say so far this is the only malaysian reality show that i follow...not being hypocritical..but i really can't help critisicing pthis and pthat when making comparison with the American or European ones...*blek*

I started with the audition episodes which some confused girls had made some wacky impression..when the judges asked why they want to become MDG,some of them just failed to impress.".. just trying my luck?"..."i want to be famous?"...they seem so cincai (do something randomly or without thoughts) only in impressing the judges...one said she wanted to become a supermodel..and was tempak gaogao(forcefully, showing no mercy) ...*gasp*..she just had to try to be a model first before having her wildest dream...
But at least malaysian girls are not as bewildered as the angmos, they don't jump or cry when they were being rejected at the audition..that shows how modest we are...=) (if you don'd get me,go and watch the audition of american idol and i bet you can tell the difference)

Now there are only 7 girls left.
The following sequence are based on my own preferense on the girls..(based on how modelly they are but not on their personalities....ps:this is not the personality contest anyway...) and i wil be putting words and my comments on them..........anyhow this is my blog and i write and talk what ever i LIKE...so fans..if you find my words offensive and unpleasant..please leave bcoz i won't be responsible for your emotional distress and agony..


Dawn
She stands out from the rest of the girls..has high potiential and a smile that irresistably sweeeet..she could even pull off the sexy side of her (sex sells fwat)..
I like her wearing casual and she could even draw my attention (i like guys..i'm straight FYI..) even without her makeups on..


Now here is a professional avant-garde high fashion model..stunningly awesome!

She takes great photos and her toned up body wows me..(I like girls with some muscles..hehe)

I think she is the most versatile girl among the contestants..



Ming
MIng...her feature very cina and authentic.vintage..dynastically sophisticated..like an empress from the Ming dynasty.. (sorry sorry...no relation ok)..I like her picture taken below at mugshot...clean, pure, fresh! love her slitty eyes (not being critical here) that really portray our Asian authenticity (which i'm proud of !!!!!)..and she proves us that petite body can also nail down in the fashion industry.


One of my favourtites which the contestants posed for Bella lifestyle photoshoot at the Royal Selangor Gallery.(Another one by Juanita..you wil see hers below)

See...even petite body can bring WOW effect!

FYI, Ming wears bracelets and did they photoshoped away her bracelets??This just makes her teeth look huge!! Not a good one...sigh..


Juanita
Despite her drama with the girls..i stil like her bcz this is a model search show..not a popularity win-people's-heart show..
She has the best body proportion and her collar bones are her identity pose!!
Check this out! Sizzling clavicles that are prominent and pretty!!

This the Bella photo shoot which i was talking about...her legs are super slim and slender!!
She can be the spokewoman for Bella la....*wink*


There's a reason for me to like her...see for yourself..she's already a model herself.




Pinky
Has a photogenic face too...not as versatile as Ming and Dawn i would say...maybe it's bcos of her cutiness that doesn't bring much diversity. She does well on the runway and that's why i put her as my 4th favourite.But she's not profound to me and easily forgettable..

....and her slender modelly body is a real package for the industry.

This is too commercial for me...is she selling the kitchen decor? her outfit? I dont get the message from her honestly..


I couldn't recognize her while looking at this photo...But impressing!!


SIGH..now i have hard times in putting the 5th,6th and the 7th....cz for me...i don't think they would win in this competition...

the next girl i would put is

Natasha
I used to like her at the beginning of the episodes..but later on..her performance didn't go that well...she looks good in video but not in photoshoots..and her eyes are too exophtalmic that scare me..


They forgot to photoshop her dry wrinkled/cracked lips...*gasp*.Sorry for pointing this out...but this is a NO-NO for me.



she looks quite tensed here..



Shasya
after her pixie look transformation..i still can't find any awesomeness from her
i just like one photoshoot from her..



very ganas looking here...*shivers*



now you realize that the photos are getting lesser and lesser from the contestants bcos it's hard for me to find any good ones...
Lastly,

Denezia

Great broad smile but i don't think she has a model look. But i do like her character..Sadly,she doesn't fit in the fashion industry la...if she goes for Disney channel..i think the kids would like her..sorry girl..=(




Well peeps, you should go watch the recorded clip posted on their official site *here* and also their blogs...the dramas, cat fights, back stabbing, weepings and cryings, eyes rolling.....etc..
As for me,this is something that i can relate myself to Malaysia..and last but not least..i do hope one of my top 3 will win in this MDG!